2008-12-04

A BOY 002

JOSEPH MAY KNOW SOMETHING, MAY NOT.
HE IS NOT SURE OF ANYTHING, IN NOT FOND OF, DOESN'T HATE OF ANYTHING.
HE MET A SENIOR IN THE MOUNTAIN, ASKING 'WHY WE ALWAYS THINK OF OURSELVES? WHY CAN'T WE JUST HELP OTHERS? OR EVEN TRY TO HELP SOMEONE? DON'T WE HAVE ANYTHING TO LEARN OR ANY PURPOSE TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD?'

'INTERESTING?? VERY INTERESTING??' THE SENIOR SAID 'HEAVENLY FATHER CREATED THIS WORLD, AND HE LET HIS BEGOTTEN TO COME TO THIS WORLD AND SAVE US, WE WERE COMING HERE TO LEARN STH, AND TRY TO APPROACH TO JESUS AS CLOSE AS WE CAN, WE ARE NOT GOD, BUT WE WILL BE SOMEDAY, TEPORARY LIFE IS A PROCEDURE, A PROCEDURE OF EXPERIENCE'

'INTERESTING, VERY INTERESTING' JOSEPH SAID.

2008-10-03

somehow

somehow i lost the labrador
somehow i am afraid of sitting in my room alone
somehow..........

thanks for Heavenly Father abiding by my side forever,
I love Heavenly Father, and I will try all my best to follow him,
although i have done so much thing which He doesn't agree with me
i keep repenting and repenting forever.

2008-07-29

there's a boy named joseph 001

sometimes when he sleelps, he dreams of heaven, kindoms of heaven,
there's a lot whilt cloud, or i should say smoke around,
with a smile, he acts as a kid, playing with lambs and lions.

a lamb smiled, while all other animals were playing outside.
sunddenly, Joseph waked, found himself sleeping on the red sofa home.

one time Joseph went to do the Meditation of Zen in Miao-Li, he was quite sleepy
everyday,....

after quite a few days, he found a boy sitting a bit far from him,
he never noticed this guy during the past days.

he came and talked to Joseph with whisper, if Joseph really remembered the whole story,
he said '' hello !, my name is Joseph '' to Joseph
to Joseph's surprise, this boy looked definitely similar to Joseph
or they might think commonly ''we may be twins.''

the boy didn't look surprised, saying ''let me tell you a story.''
Joseph noded.
''i have been a beautiful place, i got baptized there, and i met a girl named Emma,
,..and i got some callings,.....'' the boy said.

the boy kept saying, in most similar situation, Joseph sould feel sleepy, but he didn't this time.
they also made an appointment that they would go there after this meditation.

when that day came, Joseph wore a appropriate suit with a zip tie and got the place.
the first image Joseph noticed was,...a huge mension,...or exactly, it's a church....
he waited, but the boy didn't come.
Joseph thought '' maybe he's inside''

he went into the church,..and saw some young men and women talked with others with standard suit.
a young girl noticed him and approached him.
Joseph felt embararassed, but said '' do you a little boy named Joseph''
the girl smiled and said '' there are a lot of Joseph here?''

Joseph said, '' he looked like me, we might be twins.''
the girl said, ''ok, what's your name..''
''Joseph'' he said.

''oh...., now you're the boy named Joseph and looks like you definitely,..i never met a boy who looks like you
, i swear'' she said.

Joseph smiled, '' never mind, what's your name?''
'' Emma'' she said

Joseph started to feel bewildered.

2008-07-21

circle

every goal was set as a circle,
connecting with each other closely.

the origin is LDS,
following by Qi, math, medicine....etc.
not against, but complimentary.